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about
Wrote this track when a lot was going on around me while I was in a dark place. The song touches on distrust, paranoia, relationships and overall how dark and cold life can get. At the end of the day, I was just being honest with an instrumental.
lyrics
Always gotta have that
You know cough in the beginning and I guess
Yea
Uh
Death speaks to me
He’s telling me close there’s gon be tragedy
I don’t even see this life as funny ain’t no comedy
Really I just noticed I let myself go
Left the matter behind and I feel like I’ll never uphold
Myself on that pedestal
I’ve been feeling like I’m broken I’m sinking
I’ve been feeling like a motherf- *moan*
Been overthinking
And you feel like you’re living life in a simulation
But you’ve never seen nothing ain’t no correlation
And this whole world we can never say where it goes
Or where this girl twirls
Even though she looks made of gold
She’ll surprise you with coal set fire to your soul
But you wanted more
But you wanted more
Don’t ever let them know they’re worth it
They’ll take everything you’ve got making you feel worthless
I tried to see you in a different light beneath the surface
Messed around with a worm got struck by a serpent
Sometimes I think I do this to myself really on purpose
I guess I really wasn’t in love just the concept of what it was
Overtime the voice gets louder and louder
And overtime you start to do things that you really ain’t proud of
Really the more I think the less I understand
Was this made from the jump?
Is it going as planned?
I’m slipping and I’m falling I really need your help
Trust me bro I’d help you but now I’m saving myself
Death speaks to me
He’s telling me close there’s gon be tragedy
I don’t even see this life as funny ain’t no comedy
Really I just noticed I let myself go
Left the matter behind and I feel like I’ll never uphold
Myself on that pedestal
I’ve been feeling like I’m broken I’m sinking
I’ve been feeling like a motherf- “rated E”
Been overthinking
And you been feeling like you’re living life in a simulation
But you’ve never seen nothing ain’t no correlation
And this whole world we can never say where it goes
Or where this girl twirls
Even though she looks made of gold
She’ll surprise you with coal set fire to your soul
But you wanted more
But you wanted more
You hit different Milkman
Switchin
Uh
Uh
Yea
I’m out
credits
released January 22, 2021
Robert Akpan and Joshua Godfrey